I didn't know myself when I was born. Maybe we'll never know the quality of ourselves and our thoughts. If we keep on trying to fool ourselves, we might never know. We have a choice of either pushing our limits and discover the pain of reality while we clime to our climax, enjoying every breath we take, every beat of our heart. Or we can simply lie down, forgetting the way our bodies feel when we touch, or even how to laugh.
But we always have a choice.